Now have the reason to stay…

4 07 2007

Now have a reason to stay. I wanted to go abroad. Mediterrenean living… new world, new environment. May winter at lots of fiestas. It would be great living there. I wanted to be a new person in a new place… reborn.. I wanted a new life. but something happened… un-expectedly… that makes me wanna stay… hay buti nalang naayos. kung hindi eh nako…



4 07 2007

feels like i wanted to kill my self again… to seize all that makes me vulnerable… to feel nothing…. its all coming back again…. without anyone to turn to… without anyone….


4 07 2007

A group of girlfriends is on vacation, when they see a 5-story
hotel with a sign that reads “For Women Only” Since they were
without their boyfriends or parents, they decide to go in.

The Bouncer, a very attractive guy, explains to them how it works.
“We have 5 floors…go up floor by floor, and once you find what
you are looking for, you can stay there. It’s easy to decide,
since each floor has signs telling you what’s inside”

So they start going up, and on the first floor the sign reads
“All the men here have it short and thin”…the friends laugh
and without hesitation move on to the next floor.

The sign on the Second floor reads “All the men here have it
long and thin”.

Still, this wasn’t good enough so the friends move up to the
third floor, where the sign read “All the men here have it short
and thick”. This was still another disappointment, but knowing
there are still 2 floors left, they move on to the next floor.

In the Fourth floor, the sign was perfect. “All the men here
have it long and thick” The women get all excited and are going
in when they realize that there is one floor left. Wondering
what they were missing, they go to the Fifth floor, where the
sign read”

“There are no men here. This floor was built only to prove that
there is no way to please a woman” =)